Friday, August 3, 2007

Love is so unpredictable..

juz now carmen called me... i was surprised to receive ther cal after so long coz she had been spending alot of time wif king ji since i came bck.. but in the call, she told me tat she n king ji broke up!! i was dem shocked!! she was crying n sobbing... i keep on asking her y... den she told me he was very rude to her, swear at her, ignore her calls, slam down the phone on her, din admit tat he was wrong, being super ego, wasnt sad of the incident tat happened n say tat she has an attitude!!! omg!! wtf tis tis guy's prob! i really feel angry n sad for her... she changed so so much for tis guy... last time, carmen chen was the one holding a relationship... she was the one who decides when to break up n when not to... but now she changed completely.. she give in so much to tis guy... did so many things for him... but he doesnt realise.. he oni tinks he is right all along... n he is the one upset n all.. tats so so so dem not fair!!! haihz... c carmen liddat i feel so sorry for her.. she is like following my footsteps... seeing her like tat is like looking bck at myself in the past... except tat johnny din swear at me... but he made fun of me in public, ask his frens to boycott me, tease me in front of everyone.. zhat me until i m speechless... completely shut me out of his life... haihz.... the past was so saddening... but the present is equally saddening... i m like lost contact wif him dy... din hear from him for a long time... its like he is shutting me out if his life agn... he is like a tornado... really... wanna come then come, destroy my feelings den wanna leave then leave, leaving my heart crushed to pieces... the damage can never b repaired... n its forever there n take a long long time to recover.. haihs...


today... my dear colleagues had a lil farewell for me at a restaurant... haha... was really happy n unexpected!! haha... i love the food n all.. but its dem fattening!! made me gained 1 kg ok!!
so far after i came bck til now i gained 3 kg dy!!!! i m dem fat!!! so SAD!! tmr must must EAT LESS~~~~~~ some more tonite's dinner ate dem alot oso!! mummy lar!! bought my fav DUCK! n got my fac VEGE plus my fav TAU FU FA n my fav GRAPES!!!!! n worst still i ate my dinner at 9.15 at nite!!! c la! how on earth m i not gonna gain weight?!! aiyor~~~ today rt...oni i noe actually my other colleagues n all dun like my boss alot one... purposely dun wanna call her for lunch... haiyo.. dunno them ler.. they hav alot of conflicts one... anyway.. gtg oi oi dy!! tmr morning hav to go che cheong gai buy curry puff for them!!!

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