Friends forever...

today i received a reply from him... he has his point... n so do i... well the conclusion is that we both have wrong.. n we both owe each other a sry... i shouldn't say forever no need to come n stuffs.. its juz at that moment i was truly superbly hurt... very very hurt... u know.. the main main reason y i was so pissed is not exactly bcoz he ffk... i can understand that ok he was sick... wat really upsets me is that he din sincerely say sry.. its not i want him so please me... its not tat... it tat i tink i really really deserve a truly sincere apology after wat happened... u have no idea how dumb n stupid n lonely n hurt i felt tat day... the fact that he din say a sincere sry to me after 3 weeks is the main reason y i was angry... n its not tat i din try.. i rmbr tat day i sms him n ask whether he goin to rufimy's bday party.. he sed he is not invited, glad can help me den straight away good nite.. tat was a good time to apologize rt? anyway... its doesnt matter anymore... we r ok dy... hopefully.. i juz hope he wont b super pissed after he read my post on that day... tat was purely how i felt tat day n purely my own thoughts.. plz dont take it too personally... anyway.. i m fine now dy... juz tat i realised we really dun understand each other at all... sadly... tats y we can always oni at its best, b super gd frens... suddenly tot of one thing.. we really wat also become b4... normal frens, close frens, couple, enemy and now buddies... i juz really hope the same thing wont repeat agn... dun ever wanna get hurt like tat ever every agn...


anyway... today i received call from OCBC!!!! yes!! i m gonna work at OCBC!! haha... finally can get a job related to my course... well i must not b too happy yet... muz wait til everythin is confirmed tmr!! but now my major prob is how m i gonna tel helena i wanna leave?? wat if she angry at me?? or dun wanna let me leave?? aiyor... its so hard to even bring it up!!! sei mou!! aiyo... dear god... plz tel me wat to do:S